25 June 2011

crazy !?!

hmmm~ someone told me that
Are you crazy huh?? don't you think its worth when you wasting time and doing this??
and what my respond was only a smile and nothing to say.

YES, i am. :)
i'm a crazy girl when joining drama,
the feeling is ineffable.
i don't know whether how long i still can joining this,
but its been a long relationship between me and drama life.

Drama is no longer a performance chance for me,
its a warm,sweet,encourage,and a feeling on it.

this few years, I've been trying so hard on it.
cuz I'm not a professional stage crew and performer,
so, what i need to do is, what also have to do!!
cuz what i want is i have to learn whatever i want in drama.

well,
but i only did few, only few.
its not a easy job,
so don't think its easy to make it to a very nice performance on stage.
doing drama work is like a swot!!!!
you can just because of the little things and did don't know how many times!!!

haha~
but i enjoy~ :)
that's why... somebody will ask..
why still joining but you make yourself work like a zombie??
what? zombie?
oh ya~hehe, we like it, that's it. :)


maybe ,this is so-call PASSION ?

well,
i hope i got this kind of PASSION on my future work ^^

18 May 2011

Choices & Consequences

Well, today is a very nice day.
and this is the first time i post my blog with english.
what a day~ phew~


The time is went quickly,
I am getting an uneasy feeling whenever i think about the fact
that i'm about to graduate.

Taking all factors that is in consideration.
find a simple work after graduate
or
furthur going to my advanced diploma and degree.

The two decisions, will bring two differents consequence.
i have got lost , and i dont know where i'm going.
be a loss.


hmmm....there's nothing of demand.
there's nothing much of wishes.

I just wish to work and travel around at the same time.
and somemore i wanted to earn my own living cost.
doesn't want to live in dependence on my parents any longer.
let them got a secure old age.
that's it. :)

1 April 2011

太在乎

有时候, .
被人误解. . . .
因为不想争辩, . . .
所以选择沉默. . .
 . . . . .
本来就不是所有的人都得了解我 .
因此认为不必对全世界喊话. . . . . .
却也有时候 . 被最身边最亲的人误解, .
难过到不想争辩,
. .
还有什么话可说? . .

也只有选择沉默. . .
.
. . . . . . . . .
总以为自己是很坚强 . .
什么事都能挺过去. . . .

当一股热流滑过脸颊,
我发现自己错了, 
原来自己是那么的脆弱. . . . . . . . . . .
直到现在, . .
才渐渐明白. . .
 . . .
原来所有我认为好的不好的人, . .
在我短暂而又漫长的人生里, . .
他们不过是匆匆过客而已. . . . . . . .
就算当时印象多深 .
交情多铁. . . . . . .
到最后, .
或许只是匆匆一瞥, . .
分开了就不会再有任何交集. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .


仅此而已。 .
太在乎会伤了自己。 .

25 March 2011

WHATEVER

有时候我会想……

为什么我们会变成这样……

这样会比较开心吗?
如果是,

你可以继续……
我也不会打扰你。
但请你走开!谢谢
你在干扰着我的情绪。

河水不犯井水。





有时候我会想……

世界末日到底会在几时?
要到了吗?
但我好像还没完成我要做的事情=(

不希望来的太突然……




有时候我会想……

到了这个时候……为什么还不能成熟一些……
很幼稚……
到头来你什么都没有……

值得吗……





说真的

还蛮想念
当初的单纯……

厌恶
现在的现实……

我宁可活在这单纯的世界
都不愿踏出面对现实社会


这一年
变得很快…很快…

我想离开。

25 December 2010

对不起

我给你的 你用不着了

你也失去该有的快乐

付出的温柔再不属于我

你无福消受 谁应该难过

没事了

没事吗?

坚强得太寂寞





脑袋空空

难道是我要的结果



不敢看你就尝试看破别 让伤口有机会发作

为小说剧情而惊心动魄 好证明泪腺还没有萎缩


自爱得太寂寞

一身清白

难道是我要的结果

爱给了我什么 没沉沦就超脱

爱不能伤害我 还是我没爱过

我没做错什么 却把一切错过

你是爱不起我 我也对不起我

爱偷走我什么 没损失更失落

爱不能伤害我 是福气还是祸

我没胆量犯错 才把一切错过

你没能留住我 我却对不住我。。。


























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