游乐园

希望能回到小时候，在游乐园，对爸爸撒娇的日子。









我，

难过了，哭了。

失败了，很沮丧。

这个世界在意 的，不是你的哭声，而是你跌倒后如何爬起来。

轻易向别人展示伤口，怜悯有什么用呢？

只有站起来，你才会有自己的高度。




习惯了不依靠，学会了自立。

就这样，我找到了自己。

世界上，只有一个我！





渐渐地，我成熟了。

 然而，再也回不去那种单纯了。

或许

或许，我就是那么命苦。

或许，现在还不是时候。

或许， 是我的错。

或许，根本就不是我想的那样。

我想了很久，思考了很多遍。






我没事了，我可以很大声地告诉任何人。

真的。




最近，我的思绪很不稳定。

因为？呵呵，冷笑。


我不知道我自己站在什么位置。
我，没有了方向。


总相信会有一阵风，吹走我所有的烦恼。

crazy !?!

hmmm~ someone told me that

Are you crazy huh?? don't you think its worth when you wasting time and doing this??

and what my respond was only a smile and nothing to say.

YES, i am. :)

i'm a crazy girl when joining drama,

the feeling is ineffable.

i don't know whether how long i still can joining this,

but its been a long relationship between me and drama life.

Drama is no longer a performance chance for me,

its a warm,sweet,encourage,and a feeling on it.

this few years, I've been trying so hard on it.

cuz I'm not a professional stage crew and performer,

so, what i need to do is, what also have to do!!

cuz what i want is i have to learn whatever i want in drama.

well,

but i only did few, only few.

its not a easy job,

so don't think its easy to make it to a very nice performance on stage.

doing drama work is like a swot!!!!

you can just because of the little things and did don't know how many times!!!

haha~

but i enjoy~ :)

that's why... somebody will ask..

why still joining but you make yourself work like a zombie??

what? zombie?

oh ya~hehe, we like it, that's it. :)

maybe ,this is so-call PASSION ?

well,

i hope i got this kind of PASSION on my future work ^^

Choices & Consequences

Well, today is a very nice day.
and this is the first time i post my blog with english.
what a day~ phew~


The time is went quickly,
I am getting an uneasy feeling whenever i think about the fact
that i'm about to graduate.

Taking all factors that is in consideration.
find a simple work after graduate
or
furthur going to my advanced diploma and degree.

The two decisions, will bring two differents consequence.
i have got lost , and i dont know where i'm going.
be a loss.


hmmm....there's nothing of demand.
there's nothing much of wishes.

I just wish to work and travel around at the same time.
and somemore i wanted to earn my own living cost.
doesn't want to live in dependence on my parents any longer.
let them got a secure old age.
that's it. :)

太在乎

有时候， .

被人误解. . . .

因为不想争辩， . . .

所以选择沉默. . .

 . . . . .

本来就不是所有的人都得了解我 .

因此认为不必对全世界喊话. . . . . .

却也有时候 . 被最身边最亲的人误解， .

难过到不想争辩，

. .

还有什么话可说? . .

也只有选择沉默. . .

.

. . . . . . . . .

总以为自己是很坚强 . .

什么事都能挺过去. . . .

当一股热流滑过脸颊，

我发现自己错了, 

原来自己是那么的脆弱. . . . . . . . . . .

直到现在， . .

才渐渐明白. . .

 . . .

原来所有我认为好的不好的人， . .

在我短暂而又漫长的人生里， . .

他们不过是匆匆过客而已. . . . . . . .

就算当时印象多深 .

交情多铁. . . . . . .

到最后， .

或许只是匆匆一瞥， . .

分开了就不会再有任何交集. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

仅此而已。 .

太在乎会伤了自己。 .